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Over the years, I have let lonliness get the better part of me, so I go out. For some reason I seem to be able to pass, if I do everything just right. Judging by your photo, I am not blessed with your good fortune, as I am just under 5'10", but am of stocky build. I weight almost 185 lbs. I have been blessed with nice legs, however, and a face which can be made to look quite womanly. My shoulders are broad, so I have to take steps not to accentuate this. At any rate, I have gone on shopping trips, sat in a bar, rode a bus, etc. (I get so thrilled when I do go out). Once while on a concert engagement in Rochester, Minnesota, I stayed at a hotel there, and masqueraded as a nurse, with a white dress and shoes, nylons, etc. I passed easily for some reason, and per- haps I have been "spotted," for all I know. Nevertheless, no one has ever made anything out of it. I do believe that when you feel as genuinely feminine as I do, when I am in a dress, that things such as mannerisms, walking, etc. come naturally - and why not, I have been doing this for over 30 years. In fact, I never can re- member "learning" how to walk like a girl. It is odd, but the moment I slip into a dress, I can do nothing but act feminine. Occasionally I will even force myself to walk like I do normally, when I am a man. There is no way I can do it! As I say, if you are truly feminine, it will all fall into place naturally . no acting is necessary.

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Before I end my story, I must relate one incident which hap- pened to me last winter. My wife was out of town for almost three months, with a touring company. Although I love her deep- ly, I had a difficult time supressing the excitement that I felt at the prospect of such a long period of time to be feminine. I drove her to the airport, and couldn't get home fast enough to shave, perfume, try on new dresses I secretly purchased but had not worn yet, etc. It was at this point that I felt the irrepressible de- sire to get out and meet other transvestites in the area, go to a party or two just talk to someone... Unfortunately I have not been successful in locating others here in the twin citeis area (oh, I do pray that you might open these doors for me!) I did finally succeed in contacting a TV through an ad in a rather questionable

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